My mom just made me think about how unattractive and stupid I am...
She told me earlier, I've been thinking about it since, that she thinks I'm either lez or asexual, or I just like guys way older than I.
But... I thought about it. I mean, sure, I think some chicks are sexy...
But, maybe I just don't want to allow myself to think I can like anyone... Cause every time I have allowed myself to like someone, I've been hurt and screwed over...
So... Maybe I've just lost my interest because of my pain...
I mean, I still feel depression sometimes from the last guy who fucked me over...
And, well... I feel extremely lonely. And I've been tryin